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Posted by on 2013/04/02 under Uncategorized

My dad can’t turn a computer off properly. He ALWAYS have Firefox open because he forgets to close them all. It is f***ing annoying and it is slowing down my computer. When I wanted to use it he already turned it off. All I wanted to do is shut it down properly since he can’t do it. IS F***ING STUPID OF HIM!!! MY DAD YELL AT ME WHEN I DO SOMETHING WRONG. I GIVE HIM A F***ING CHANCE TO DO THINGS PROPERLY BUT NOTHING!!!! AND I TELL YA, NOTHING IS CHANGING. That little c*** don’t even are about his own children. All he think about is himself. If he dies the entire family dies. NO!!! WE ARE GONNA F***ING DO FINE WITHOUT YOUR HELP!!! YOU NEVER TOUCHED A FINGER AND YOU KNOW NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!
My mom is just stupid. She doesn’t think trough stuff. She do it and think about it later. How many time do I need to say it? WE ARE IN A MONEY PROBLEM AND YOU SPEND THEM ON S*** LIKE WE WERE RICH AS HELL!!! I’m sick and tired of dumbasses that don’t understand it first time. I hate repeating myself and it seems so ridiculous that I have to raise my parents.. I feel so terrible! I have been patient for too long. I will NOT try to create something that can’t be created. All I want is a happy family without a father that is mocking everyone. Without a mom who doesn’t understand we are close to lose the house but still spend money on stuff we don’t need. I can not wait for gymnasium!! Hopefully new friends. Hopefully a friend that understand me. I’m so tired of living in the shadow while and when I finally step out I get judged. “Change your clothing style” “you’re like a f***ing man inside” “sorry I ask. But are you a male?”
These words hurt but it also makes me mad. WHY CAN’T MY NEAREST FRIENDS ACCEPT ME? D:
I have thought of suicide but I wanna feel the happiness. I wanna stop fake smile and have a smile on my face. I once had a dream about my friends just using me to get the answers for homework. In the end it was raining and I was walking side by side with my friends. Each left me. One after one. When no one was left I fell on my knee and hen I woke up. Crying. I was terrified because I really felt alone inside. No not alone. Empty. Feeling empty seems way worse. I wanted to disappear so bad.

5 thoughts on “A world of dumbasses

  1. Anonymous says:

    shut up.

  2. Anonymous says:

    jk. your life sucks

  3. Anonymous says:

    How about stop blaming mum and dad for ur mood swings , and move out mr.indapendant

  4. Anonymous says:

    Or mrs. ,

  5. Owner says:

    Sure. Because it is that easy to move out. There is a lot of paper work, finding an apartment and what about education people? I’m only 16, and not old enough to move out. If I was I wouldn’t complain. And mood swings? You mean a human being with feelings?

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